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My Born Again Story
The past couple days in Colorado have been a whirlwind. From seeing new things for the first time to camping with my youth kids and fellow leaders….it’s been a lot to take in. But I wouldn’t have it any other way. Yesterday on our drive in Colorado we stopped at Molas Pass, our incredible driver…
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It’s been a good day!
Depression sucks. Depression and anxiety really sucks. It’s easy for me to go days without showering and without having the energy to get out of bed. The anxiety is screaming rage at me that my whole world is going to implode while I’m going through my depressive periods. There are days where getting out of…
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New Bodies
Do you ever get fed up with your body? After gaining 130 pounds in 6 years I am very fed up with my body. But not just for how it looks, but for how it acts. My lungs suck. According to my allergy and asthma doctor they are strong, we just don’t know why they…
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Praise Him in this Storm
Focusing on the negative is getting me nowhere, it’s not helping me get anywhere in life, and it’s not helping me on my walk with the Lord. So I will choose to focus on the positive things, the things to shout praises for. But at the same time I will praise Him through the yucky…
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Matthew 11:28-30
Serving on empty, blaming everyone else for my problems, the bitterness, resentment, anger, frustration, loathing, grudge holding, shutting myself off from God, piling my plate too high with responsibilities and freaking out when it topples over….all of these things are so beyond negative. They are causing so much detrimental harm to every aspect of my…
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Even If
There have been two songs swimming through my brain for the past two weeks. Usually when I am stressed out I neglect my time with God in a huge way, which causes more stress! I think my brain knows this so it plays two songs on repeat. Even If by Mercy Me, and Reckless Love…
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Auto-Pilot Pt.2
I was reminded last weekend of how painful testimonies are used by Jesus for good. I play it safe in church, I’ve been burned so many times I try not to dive deep in my relationships with my team or with my fellow brothers and sisters in Christ. I serve. I smile. I go home.…
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A Gesture
A wave or nod to someone who drives on the other side the road to avoid hitting someone running. A thank you to the kids who hold the door open for parents at school pick up. A pat on the back for a job well done. A high five for a race finished well. An…
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Auto-Pilot.
au·to·mat·ic pi·lot ˈˌôdəˈmadik ˈpīlət/ noun noun: automatic pilot; plural noun: automatic pilots a device for keeping an aircraft on a set course without the intervention of the pilot. I was walking through the grocery store today, in a lot of pain, in a hurry, pretty ticked off, probably with a not so nice look on my face,…
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Predicament Continuation
The stress has tripled. The expectations are limitless. I’m at the absolute end of my rope. My rope is currently frayed and to the point of disintegrating into dust. I am frustrated. I am struggling. I am completely overwhelmed. The good thing is I read somewhere that at the end of your rope is the…
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Painful Beloved 